I got up earlier than usual this morning, could not sleep anymore. My mind is thinking about a lot right now. The last two weeks have been a whirl wind for me, now I have some answers.
My doctor called me yesterday when I got home, test results are back from my biopsy. It took them longer to read them because they had to do more testing on the biopsy.
She said unfortunately it is cancer. I calmly listened, asked some questions, then asked what was next. It is going to be fast and furious now. Appointments are being made today. I will receive several calls.
I called my friends and family to tell them. I appreciate all the prayers that are being sent up for me and I pray that you all keep praying. I know I can count on each and everyone of you for support during this process.
I am not claiming this thing called CANCER. I am not even saying I have it. For all who really know me, I am a strong person. I am not going to let this get me down. I had a short pitty party for myself last night, but that is over and now I am ready to kick this in the butt. I will fight for my life. So be prepared to go along on this ride in my life. I am going to keep you all posted.
I have been through bigger things than this. God is good, he didn't do this, it is the devils work. Guess what, I rebuke that devil and he is going to get out of here fast. God will be with me all the way, my faith is strong.
My husband is worried, I can see it in his face. He will be a part in all of my decisions, he will be strong for me. My son will be also, he is a great guy. Life is going to change for awhile around here, but I am looking forward to the healing that is already coming to me. I will be ok.
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